The purpose of
this site is for information and a record of Gerry McCann's Blog
Archives. As most people will appreciate GM deleted all past blogs
from the official website. Hopefully this Archive will be helpful to
anyone who is interested in Justice for Madeleine Beth McCann. Many
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MESSAGE : This is my last video,
I am leaving this account.
I am investigating
the disappearance of Madeleine McCann from the beginning. I will never
forget the day I learned of the disappearance of Madeleine. My father
called me to tell me this, newspapers had just announced it. We did not
know anything yet! We did not know it was Madeleine. I quickly hired to
find Madeleine, I made a lot of things... Sites, blogs, videos,
I launched a lot
of message on the internet to find Maddie. In only one hope to find her.
Eh yes, before I
supported the McCanns.
were many people who came to tell me that the McCanns were guilty.
But I did not
listen! Madeleine was alive for me and his parents were innocent. I sent
messages of support often to Kate and Gerry, later I began to have
suspicions about the McCanns. I always tried to find excuses to justify
the evidence they had against them, for me, Madeleine could not be dead
! She was alive !
But May 8, 2009,
everything changed! I realized that Madeleine was really dead. I saw all
the evidence they had against them. I felt betrayed, I could not believe
it. It took me a while to realize this hard reality, I started to delete
all the videos I had done to support the McCann. I left my old account
to come to this one. Several people had warned me, I did not listen that
day, it was a real shock!
When I arrived in
the account Fannie312, I wanted to show my opinion on the matter and
make a tribute Madeleine. But today, I'm tired... I'm tired of always
receiving attacks, to be the wicked...
There are people
who have behavior that bothers me, I was honest, I held promise, even
when I respected the agreements, I received the blame. or people who do
not speak to me and I do not even know why?
I called this
account Fannie, because my name is Stephanie.
This account is
the number 3, because June 3, 2003 I was struck by a car.
This account is
the number 12, because I was born May 12, 1989.
(Madeleine and I
have the same numbers.)
For my own
personal history, I know that justice is something very complicated.
There are people who will be able to do anything to escape the
responsibility. Lie, manipulate, make threats ...
It's been eight
years since I try to know the truth to my story, I still have not found
But I will
continue to keep fighting to the end, I will not give up, I want my
There are many
people who are outside, when they should be behind bars of a prison.
You may remain for
many years waiting for justice for Madeleine. But if it's something
important to you you must continue! continue to the end! I continurais
to follow the investigation into Madeleine's disappearance, hoping one
day know the truth about this mysterious disappearance.
I will continue my
blog on the police investigation, and I always keep the same opinion,
that Madeleine died May 3, 2007 in the apartment 5A in Praia Da Luz and
I am sure that one day the truth will be.
I thank the people
who were trying to understand me and those who understand me. It was a
pleasure to get to know some people, I apologize if I hurt people, but
it was not my attention.
For those who
still hope of finding Madeleine alive, good luck with the search.
Madeleine and all of you.
I'll have a new
YouTube account, I do not know if I'll make videos for Madeleine.
If I make videos
of Madeleine, I would stay neutral.
I will not give
you my new address of my new youtube account. It will remain personal.
I'm sorry if my
English is not very good, I hope you understood me.