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		Their worldwide search for Maddie - aged three when she disappeared 
		on holiday in Portugal in May 2007 - will be wound up because they will 
		no longer be able to pay specialist investigators when the money runs 
		out. Kate, 42, said: "It will be just me and Gerry left looking for 
		her."  
		
		
		Every spare moment has been devoted to the hunt. But Kate yesterday admitted that for the first time she fears they 
		may never find her.  
		
		
		Within weeks of Maddie being snatched from a holiday 
		
		 
		
		apartment in
		
		
		
		Praia da Luz, Portugal, money from the public poured in to boost the 
		Find Madeleine Fund.  
		 
		
		At its height it stood at £2million. But now there is just £300,000 
		left.  
		
		Desperate for help, the couple are launching an online petition 
		asking the public to back them and demand the British and Portuguese 
		governments do more to find Madeleine.  
		 
		
		And they have sent out "begging letters" to sponsors, including 
		author 
		 
		
		JK Rowling, tycoon Richard Branson, comic Jack Dee and other 
		high-profile celebrities asking them to contribute to the fund. They hope the public will be touched by their plight and give too.
		 
		 
		
		Clutching her husband's hand tightly, an emotional Kate admitted: 
		"There is only enough money in the Find Madeleine Fund to keep the hunt 
		going until spring 2011. 
		 
		
 
		"When the money runs out we will not be able to pay the 
		
		 
		
		investigators 
		helping us to find Madeleine. It will be just me and Gerry 
		left looking for her.  
		
		
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		"I just can't contemplate that. We've had many scares along the 
		way. But this is the first time we are really faced with that 
		happening."  
		 
		
		The Portuguese police search for Maddie, aged three when she 
		vanished, was effectively called off after a few weeks.  
		 
		
		Since September 2007 Kate and Gerry, both 42 from Rothley, Leics, 
		have been organising the hunt for her themselves. Kate gave up work as a 
		doctor to concentrate on the task.  
		 
		
		Gerry, a heart surgeon, admits that at the current rate of 
		expenditure the Find Madeleine Fund has just months before it is broke.
		 
		 
		
		Explaining how much the search for their daughter costs Gerry said 
		£1 pays for a multi-lingual call centre for an hour, £10 pays for 1,000 
		posters that are distributed across the world and £50 pays for the 
		running costs of a Portuguese investigation team for two hours.  
		 
		
		He said: "Without our investigation team it would be almost 
		impossible.  
		
		  
		
		"If the money does run out there would still be a helpline manned 
		by volunteers, email. But it would be very, very difficult. It would 
		essentially mean that any kind of pro-active search for Madeleine would 
		cease."  
		 
		
		Contemplating the situation they face, Gerry begged: "Our little 
		girl is now seven years old, innocent, vulnerable and waiting to be 
		found. "Please, please help us."  
		 
		
		But even if the funds go, and there is no further help from the 
		Portuguese and British governments, the McCanns will carry on their hunt 
		forever.  
		 
		
		A strained looking Gerry, shaking his head, said: "No parent would 
		ever give up on their child. And we won't. As a parent you can't. 
		Children who were abducted have been found years later. We believe she 
		is out there, we just have to find her." Twisting her Find Madeleine wristband Kate agreed, saying: "No 
		parent could stop.  
		  
		
		
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		"If no one apart from us is looking then so be it."  
		
		But Kate also quietly admits that there have been times recently 
		when she has feared Maddie might never be found.  
		 
		
		Kate bit her lip, and said: "There are more days now of thinking, 
		'Are we going to find her? How long is this going to go on for. Is this 
		our life now? Forever?' I have to face the fact that we may never find 
		her."  
		 
		
		Kate says she also struggles to imagine what Maddie would look 
		like. She said: "I do try and picture her. I still see her best friends. 
		I look at them and think, 'Would she be that tall, that slim. Would she 
		be able to read? To write?'"  
		
		  
		
		Kate also revealed how she still talks to her darling daughter. She 
		said: "I speak to her every day. I always have." But the agony and anguish remain - as does the hope. 
		 
		 
		
		Gerry said: "It's been an incredibly painful experience, it could 
		tear families apart, but we are very much together - focused on finding 
		Madeleine."  
		
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